Razor kissed wrists...
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The thoughts from a dark, angry, depressed, little girl
Deep inside I am loved, Down under I feel needed, Very deep down I am perfect...
Shallow underneath the skin I am scared, On the surface I am sad, On the outside you see the scars...
In my mind I fight the battles, In my soul I fix the wounds, But in my heart I've always known you love me...


The Darkness The Englufs me
He is my only. No one will take him away from me. I love everything about him, how he can say everything without saying a single word, how he comforts me by gentally putting his strong arms around me and holding me close. You don't know what you are missing. I love him and he loves me so you will never know what it's like. Regection is something I hope to never feel from him again. The look in his eyes when he is mad at me is enough to make me want to die. I never want to leave him again. We will be together forever, kiss the past goodbye...
What I Am
KKind
IIdeal
MMurderer
B Boisterous
E Enchanting
R Rowdy
L Loving
Y Yummy
J Joyous
O Overwhelmed
S Special
H Heartbreaker
I Irresistible
N Nice
S Seductive
E Energetic
L Lucky

Smile because your friends will love you for it and your enemies will wonder what your up to
So here I am
I don't wanna be by myself

And I think you’re fucking someone else
now im gonna have to find a way
To take the knife out of my back
And how could you leave me
Stranded in a closet full of bones
I Hate Every Beautiful Day...
Something's gotta change again
I'm losing, my inspirations gone
Seeing through some different eyes
I can't find, my medications failed, again
I can feel a change I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day

Faces in the crowd
Fake smiles for miles
My imitations wrong of them again
Trapped inside this cheap hotel
Bored as hell turing the channels 'round
In my head
In my bed

I can feel a change I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement
Cause I'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause I hate every beautiful day

~SuGaRcUlT~


Suicidal Tendencies
Dont want the sun to shine upon my face
And i see your eyes and their glazy haze
Your lips dont move
But i hear what you're saying
I look outside through the razor blades

And i crawl and i scrape and i feel for you
But there's nothing
There's nothing that i can do
Im a freak
Im the freak of the world
Im a freak
Freak of the world
Duck Billed Platypus

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside


Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside


How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever


Listen Carefully...

ALL OF YOU JUST LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! The only one I even want to talk to is my family and damian (same thing pretty much). All of you can go to hell for all I care!!! But you can garentee that you will see me there but you wont be able to pick on me then can you? STAY OUT OF MY FUCKIN LIFE!!!! I don't need your fuckin pity...I don't need you to act like you care!!! I know the people who care...and that's my family and Damian...if you are not one of those people then take these words seriously....

FUCK OFF!!!!
My Thoughts

04~14~05

Sometimes you walk away
But I know that you're still there
Sometimes your words cut me
But I know that you still care
I miss you every second
That you're not by my side
I remember every kiss
For every tear I've cried

Don't Hate Me Because I'm Sexy...Hate Me Because Your Ugly!!!
I act before I think and that is what gets me in trouble...I have a short temper with stupid people...I'm not with "STUPID" anymore...People think of me as a lower individual that follows the crowd, that used to be me...that's why he left...But now he is back and I am me...

I Love Him
I love him
Oh yes I do
He's for me
And not for you
If by chance you take my place
I'll take my fist and smash your face!!!



Love Is The Slowest Form Of Suicide